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Saturday, October 7, 2017

I love you and i miss you

I miss being allowed to give you loving.

I dont want to give any other man my loving.
Why cant you be okay with that?

Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Dear scott e pollack

I really did enjoy Sharing life with you.
I enjoyed walking around museums with you, the ren festival with you, traveling with you, just having you be at the house.  You haunt my memories of all the times i have deeply treasured you just being there. 

Wednesday, July 12, 2017

help eagle to thrive!!!!

[ ] $1K/yr museum memberships [ ] $3K/yr martial arts classes [ ] $2K/yr gymnastics classes [ ] $5K/yr museum lectures [ ] $10K/yr other misc homeshooling classes/activities [ ] $12K FOOD [ ] $13K Garden [ ] $20K therapy /health [ ] $15K transportation [ ] $20K past lawyers

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

156pm Aug no march now 18 no 21st

Scott e pollack loves me.

1:58 pmAs long as i am getting to share life with scott e pollack and eagle pilot and be with them and i can try to save the properties and  i xan record them in this world then all is good in the world.

Wednesday, February 15, 2017

February 15th i was designed for you!

Feb 15 th

8:28 AM,  I love you!

8:08: Please exist. You r loved, needed, and wanted!

8:00 it would be better for Everyone, everyone including you, if you slept with your beautiful family at night. Your family really loves you and needs you, esp to be there at night. Please let us love you. We wish we could be by your side  in all things.

8:48. But most importantly we want you to feel happy with us.  Let our lives and our love bring you happiness, please.

8:58
From the moment when you first told me you loved me a flip was swtched, a circuit was completed... and i realized i was designed and put on this world to love you and to be loved by you.

Thursday, January 26, 2017

Please appreciate how imp you are

The first thought when i wake up is how imp you are and how much i love you and wish you were here and deep deep confusion of why are you not here . The thought throughout the day is is how imp you are and how much i love you and wish you were here and deep deep confusion of why are you not here.
The last thought of the day is is how imp you are and how much i love you and wish you were here and deep deep confusion of why are you not here. And a hope and prayer that your heart will suddenly remember the love you have had for the last 16 years and rwmember it as a good thing worth having and seeing the beauty and awe and wonder of how special it is and want to be allowed to keep loving!!!