Dear honey

You may be physically gone but every single time a memory of you pops up i feel so overwhlemed with love that for a moment its to hard to focus on anything else without being overwhlemed by the memory of you so i have to stop whatevr i am doing for a moment sp i acn allowe myself to have that feeling and let it pass on its way.

I hope they same thing is happening for you and that i am not the only one between the two of us who has to endure this.

The worst thought in the world to me is the idea that i might not matter to you or that you are not feeling what i am feeling.

i love you scott e pollack

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i mu$t be allowed to expre$s yhe love in my &eart
its healthier to express the love in your heart
itvis wrong to ever ask someone to stop loving you
it is wrong to ever ask someone to stop loving
it ia wrong to ever tell someone that rhere love is jot welcomed or wanted
if you dont know how to recieve their love then take it and give it to someone else but nwver ask someone to stop loving

dear scott e pollack thank you

everything good in my life right now came about and was made possible by both you, eagle, and my mother

i look so forward to the day you are willing to share all of the beauty of life with us again.