You may be physically gone but every single time a memory of you pops up i feel so overwhlemed with love that for a moment its to hard to focus on anything else without being overwhlemed by the memory of you so i have to stop whatevr i am doing for a moment sp i acn allowe myself to have that feeling and let it pass on its way.
I hope they same thing is happening for you and that i am not the only one between the two of us who has to endure this.
The worst thought in the world to me is the idea that i might not matter to you or that you are not feeling what i am feeling.